Never really knew who I was til after I came out the Closet!

After the things I went thru yesterday with almost being killed I realized a few things. Lifes to short to play games or to wait around for someone who’s never gonna come to you. I am me and I can’t be someone im not. Id rather be alone again then have to pretend to be someone im not. No matter how much I love you I can’t wait forever for you.

When you want some one but you know in the long run it will never work out, it’s really hard to let them go. It’s even harder to tell that person no. I’m tired of being someone I’m not. Doing some thing that I know isn’t the right thing to do and knows it isn’t fair isn’t who I want to be. I want to be someones first choice not there second. I deserves to be called someones only one..

It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop.  

                                                        - Wisdom of Confucius 

Its great to feel like this every night